Lifeiscrazy

It seems like the whole world is running together like that.  Either it's in slow motion or it's in high speed and the film is pooling on the floor beside the projector.

Some things that have happened in the past three months...

Bug and I moved across the country-Mamaw got really sick and her kidneys stopped functioning well-Mamaw passed away-Bug got a job-Imogene (Mamaw's first cousin) was in and out of the hospital-A dear friend of my paternal grandmother's (Uncle Claude) passed away- mogene passed away-plus while all this is going on, I am trying to find a job (nothing yet!)-my good friend gets great news about a project that I really want to collaborate on with her, but I don't know how it will turn out-I work hard on creating designs for a crafting website-I design artwork for an exclusive party-I attend many funerals-I am grieving-I must keep going-Bug feels left behind and unimportant-I feel like I need to get away but I can't-I have to help Mom sort through all the stuff from so many lives-I wonder when I will get time to sort through the stuff from my life?

Sorry about the heaviness, but it has to go somewhere, and I can't keep carrying it around inside.

posted by Raellyn @ 1:18 AM